gravitykiss

Spent the last three hours trying to make a spiffy picture for my husband's band, After the Spire. i have come to the horrible conclussion that i need a horrible amount of practice in Corel PaintShop. other than that i have not done much with my life! haha

Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results. - you would think after two years of being with someone i would learn that getting pissed about something will not help my situation, but in fact make it worse. i think i secretly get off by that. i mean if i can't get what i want, why not make him suffer? it sounds so perfect in my head, yet i know it's wrong, god knows it's wrong. then again i dont take rejection all that well specially coming from my husband. is it bad that i want sex more than him? that the idea of trying new things and experiencing different things with him, makes me all giddy inside?

I have yet to still be able to actually say im a pro in Deviant, i can actually say... im still really frsh and niave. i still don't know how to add an ID or how to insert some things and what not. it does get rather frustrating at times. but thats life... i have recently started to draw more, and to take more pictures. im glad i have, it has been a great way for me to relax. on other new, i just finished reading Skin Trade, by Laurell K. Hamilton. the anita blake series is awsome. lol. anywho, i want someone to draw me in anime form... any ideas who can comission one for me, just a heads up, im more into the dark style when it comes to so